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[08 Dec 2005|11:40pm] |
fuck this
what's wrong with me?
better question...
what's wrong with all of them?
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[30 Nov 2005|09:44pm] |
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boys making me fall in like, is no fun especially when they are all unreachable
booooooo
today was still an amazing day.
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[16 Nov 2005|11:55pm] |
i wish lj could follow me around and update itself...
i haven't been up to much
i'm lonely, and i hate that because i much prefer the feeling of not giving a shit
god dammit i hate feeling like this
i hate essays too :(
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[17 Oct 2005|02:06am] |
my birthday came and went it was pretty good i got a tattoo i love it i took a gross picture of it though but jess has good pictures of it getting done i post that later ( piiiiictures )
the end!
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[13 Oct 2005|12:36am] |
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i'm legal :)
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[10 Oct 2005|02:51pm] |
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considering i have so much homework to do, i decided to make a post to avoid it :) ( random pictures for no reason )
umm thats all for now, i have a crap load of random pictures from parties i don't feel like posting, so yea. college is fun. i miss high school friends. i have too much to do. my birthday is on thursday. i got a cashier number at work. (does that make sense to anyone but chelsea?) umm yea i think thats about it. the end.
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[04 Oct 2005|01:36pm] |
so my internet in my room decided to not work anymore... i'm working on it right now i'm chillin in my mom's office until i have class again
anyways... i went to my chemical romance concert last wednesday... holy shit, amazing i passed out i got a black eye enough said simply fantastic whoever said they suck live, wasn't paying attention
went to green day with my mom sister and roomie on sunday we had lawn tickets, but since it was my third time seeing them, i didn't mind i got a little buzzed, fun stuff i think my mom did too, she danced and sang a lot, she's adorable overall good times
in other news, i was super depressed for a little while there not to fear, i'm pretty sure i'm back in full swing there was just too much going on for me sooo yea everythings fine... best of all... my birthday is next week! weeeeee
ps i hate when people make me like them, then decide they want to suck a lot
that is all
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[25 Sep 2005|07:37pm] |
i hate liking people
ps college is fun
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[05 Sep 2005|08:19pm] |
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so far everything is amazing. i love my roommate i have the most amazing floor all my professors seem pretty chill school isn't hard yet and i have so much fun. ( i like college )
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[27 Aug 2005|09:16am] |
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soo yesterday was a fun day. i went up to irvine to visit david at concordia he lives in a really nice dorm, i was pretty jealous i met his roommates and we played super mario world... i still suck at it then we ate a chili's... i ate more then david (in your face david) we went and saw 40 year old virgin, which was fucking funny as hell annnd then we attempted to sit on a hill and watch disneyland fireworks... but they never came :( so we just sat and read cosmo :P so that was a very nice visit.
so i move into my dorm in 5 hours i have A LOT to do. i just remembered i had a dream about it last night... it was a really weird dream, i hope its not like that buuut none the less, im starting to get super excited!!! ok i have to go pack up all my shizit :D
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[17 Aug 2005|07:15pm] |
too much work in too small amount of time. i don't like two jobs
monday- 9am-6pm at camp 7pm-11pm at ralphs
tuesday- 9am-6pm at camp 7pm-11pm at ralphs
wednesday- 7am-5pm at camp
i'm SUPER tired
it's good to know i'm going to college and will never have to work two jobs to support myself... that would be LAME.
besides work... nothing. so somebody call me so i can play.
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[11 Aug 2005|09:13am] |
Jessica Lauren Hoke Happy 18th Birthday
i made a sweet ass picture... but photobucket wouldn't load... so for now, you get this. <3 you love, happy 18th!
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[06 Aug 2005|11:00pm] |
ok so yea this is my third entry today... but i felt this necessary
today i heard my sister woke up. i don't think shes fully conscious, and shes still on a respirator but she was able to squeeze her moms hand and stuff... so hopefully it just gets better from here... i really fucking hope so.
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[06 Aug 2005|04:32pm] |
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i hate when there is so much to look forward to, and so many reasons to be happy and then one big reason that keeps popping into your head and realizing its not all perfect and fun
last night, we had the annual (2nd year running) pimp n ho ball at allegra's house it was really fun i got to see lots of people i hadn't in a while had some fun it was great
i've been seeing lots of some great people. i finally got to hang out with jessica, we had a magical shopping experience. i hang out with chelsea a lot, and she laughs at all the stupid shit i do, like getting mad at the pile of mail in my house. i'm all registered for classes and getting excited for college, and just all in general that lies ahead.
but then there's a problem my sister, tiffany ODed and is in a coma right now. they don't know when she will regain conciousness. could be a week, could be months... i really don't know how to take it all in because i've never had anything happen to someone so close to me. when my grandma was in the icu, it was scary, but i could see her and talk to her, and everyone was so strong about it, especially my grandma, i knew she would be fine. but with tiffany... it seems like everyone is trying not to talk about it, and no one knows what might happen, and its just so scary. she has a 6 year old daighter. she just graduated with a masters in physcology. she is amazing, and i don't know how this happened. but its so scary. i don't know how to deal with it really. i will get to go up there next weekend, so hopefully there will be some good news by then. until then i feel bad just going about my way like nothing is wrong, but i don't really know what else i'm supposed to do. =/ man.
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[04 Aug 2005|09:18pm] |
Monday- 9am-9:50- COMM103 10am-10:50- SOC101 12pm-12:50- SOC101
Tuesday- 8am-9:15- RWS100 11am-11:50- POL S102 2pm-3:50- ARAB101
Wednesday- 8am-8:50- POL S102 9am-9:50- COMM103 10am-10:50- SOC101
Thursday- 8am-9:15- RWS100 11am-11:50- POL S102 2pm-3:50- ARAB101
Friday- 12pm-12:50- COMM103
sooo if all goes as planned that should be my schedule for first semester... i'm a little worried that it's too much on certain days, but its this or having three friday classes! so rws= rhetoric writing studies comm= oral communication soc= sociology pol= political science arab= arabic
sooo wee tomorrow i register!
EDIT: i just registered! :D and all my classes are in two buildings, so less walking, woo!
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[31 Jul 2005|11:29am] |
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so with the house to myself, and not having to work too much, i've managed to have some fun here and there i've gotten to spend good times with allegra between work, and chilling as with chelsea, since we discovered that when air conditioning is broken, watching a movie on the balcony is the best thing since sliced bread... but yesterday... let me tell you about yesterday it dawns on chelsea, that she should be a bro ho for pimp and ho ball but of course we needed a test run so chelsea and i dressed ourselves up like bro hoes and went to the pool hall in el cajon we think we got it down pretty well... ( bro hoes fo lyfe! )
p.s. kaitlin, you were definitely thought of in this process
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[18 Jul 2005|10:43pm] |
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i'm not okay- my chemical romance |
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why is it that i can't get close to a guy without it getting all fucked up? once again, i've been shocked, hurt, and totally shut down...
so who wants to pick me up from the airport?
just what every girl wants to hear: s: I'm just confused s: i dont know what i want really s: and like I don't want to make myself believe i have fallen for you s: just because i want the benefits s: its just you have missed me so much since you have been gone, and while i have thought about you, I just feel wierd... s: not the way i should feel...
NOT
fuckin a... even the nice ones... i swear to god, they are all the same
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[18 Jul 2005|03:13pm] |
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this morning my grandma was readmitted to the ICU... turns out all the tests they did yesterday, they didn't look at the results until today... assholes i'm not really sure what's exactly wrong, i'm pretty sure it has something to do with the blood clot in her leg, moving up around her heart... which isn't good =/ hopefully everything will be ok, cuz it's really upsetting :(
on top of that... i might as well be in the ICU with a blood clot in my heart... cuz it's sure as hell broken right now... thanks to a certain someone for that
i just want everything to be ok :(
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[17 Jul 2005|05:43pm] |
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sooo i'm in michigan it took us 5 days to get here but i got to go shopping at a couple of our stops, so it was ok but yea it's pretty lame here yesterday i slept until 1 and me and my sister went into town... today i slept until 2 and me and my sister went into town... i'm pretty sure that's how the rest of my trip will go my grandma is still not well, she has a blood clot in her leg and my mom had to take her to the hospital this morning because she had shooting pains in her arm =/ they still aren't back yet hopefully everything will be ok
anyyyways, i come home on the 26th, and i will have the house to myself for a week or two, that should be nice i plan on coming home and hanging out with people, sooo if you wanna play, call me :)
well... since i have nothing interesting to say...
peace out bitches
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